Month: January 2023

Too Big to Solve

Dunkirk NY – In the mid-70s, AML’s sister’s husband was diagnosed with lung cancer. When they brought him to the hospital to attempt to diagnose the extent of the cancer, they opened him up, took a look, and closed him right back up. The tumor was already too large and entangled in too many other areas in the lungs and body. He died shortly after.

We face the same sort of situation in today’s society. All the issues that are straining at our societal infrastructures and norms have become too big to solve, and are so deeply entangled within the web of our culture that we cannot truly get in there and extract or solve them. Even if you were to consider all the advances in medical science that we have to fight cancer now as compared to the mid-70s, cancer inevitably wins.

Every societal issue you can think of in the 21st century has now become too large to solve. Add to that the tendency of people to hang on to the past as well as protect what they consider their own self-interest, and you have a highly potent mix of human forces that will insure that social entropy continues unabated.

Take transportation. The entire transportation infrastructure is so massive today that thinking about any path to a solution becomes impossible. Legislative mandates will raise issues of freedom of choice. Efforts to move from internal combustion engines to electric vehicles will be met with strong opposition from fossil fuel companies. The idea of modernizing, repairing and restoring the nation’s passenger rail system (Amtrak) will cost an exorbitant amount of money. Alternative means of transportation within major cities is, again, too expensive; people do not want to see their taxes raised to support these kinds of initiatives. Even worse, they do not want to see other parts of the national budget – namely, defense – have their funds re-allocated to help solve these problems.

Recently I read about a study done on Long Island that crystallized this idea very well. There is a massive affordable housing shortage on LI. Houses are too expensive, and the pool of buyers with the means to buy a house has dwindled. A recent poll indicated that a majority of LI residents agree that the need for more housing exists, and favor building more housing. But when you suggest that the housing needed has to be multifamily dwellings, apartments, or anything other than a single-family home, the majority of those polled were against all those solutions. It’s a common thread in American society: yes, I want that problem solved, but no, not at my expense.

In my neck of the woods, the same mentality exists. There are companies in the region trying to develop solar and wind power. At every turn, whenever a new proposal is brought forward to a local town board, there is strong opposition. The most recent opposition has been to offshore wind turbines in Lake Erie. The main point brought up in opposing wind turbines is that they will spoil the view. If you were to ask them where they expect to get clean, non-polluting power 50 years from now, they have no true answer. 50 years from now is not their problem. They prefer to see the status quo maintained, and carbon emissions continue to pollute the atmosphere, rather than spoil their view.

And this might be the greatest problem in terms of a problem too big to solve – changing how people think. Psychologically, people are not wired to think about issues or problems beyond their own personal death. And, naturally speaking, there is no reason that they should. Inevitably, when you see people dig in against a particular proposal, it’s because it represents some aspect of change to their current mode of existence. We need housing, yes, but don’t build an apartment complex here. We need power, yes, but build the solar farm where I can’t see it. We need to get people out of ICE cars and into EVs, but don’t take away my pickup truck that I seldom use for what it’s designed for. We need better public transportation, but make sure the people from the poor side of town can’t easily get to my neighborhood. And on and on.

The biggest contributor to societal entropy and the eventual breakdown of social norms and rules will be this inability to change humanity’s point of view from one of selfish self-concern to one of mutual support and co-existence. While humans have been wired to survive at all costs, they’ve also been given the ability to reason and modify their behavior, and to think beyond their own personal existence. Finding the balance between present self-preservation and future sustainability will be extremely difficult, and perhaps the biggest problem too large to solve.  -twl

Posted by poorplayer in All Posts, Entropy Chronicles

The Entropy Chronicles

Dunkirk NY – As the US House of Representatives merrily continues to shit in its own bed, I thought to myself, “What better day to start a new category of blog posts than the second anniversary of the January 6, 2021 Insurrection at the US Capital?” I’m going to call these series of posts The Entropy Chronicles. As with all my writing efforts on this blog, entries will be as the spirit moves me. I find that in retirement I prefer to take on activities either as the spirit moves me, or as I am absolutely required to do so.

Why “The Entropy Chronicles”? A definition of entropy is in order. From Wikipedia:

Entropy is a scientific concept, as well as a measurable physical property, that is most commonly associated with a state of disorder, randomness, or uncertainty.

Or, put another way:

Energy exists in one of two states. Either usable, or not usable. Entropy is the measurement of how much usable energy there is. The level of entropy within a closed system increases as the level of unusable energy increases (and also obviously, as the level of usable energy decreases).

Even though the energy cannot be destroyed, it gradually becomes obsolete and useless over time as entropy increases. Entropy cannot be reversed (bold emphasis mine) (https://discover.hubpages.com/education/What-is-Entropy-The-laws-of-thermodynamics)

In short, entropy usually measures the state of disorder or chaos within some sort of system. The higher the level of entropy that exists, the less capable the system is of functioning. This particular series of posts will offer instances and commentary on the signs of entropy in the culture, and what they mean for a declining civilization. This is often called “social entropy,” and is a new but inexact social theory.

All organic and human enterprises eventually fade away and die. Whatever it is that we now cherish – or say we cherish – will in time fade away. As a concept, entropy explains this reality. Simply put, an organism runs out of energy to maintain its function. Outside the realm of science, in areas like politics or economics or sociology, the term “entropy” is a bit more symbolic because it is harder to measure precisely or with any great accuracy. Within society, the will to maintain a particular social structure decreases over time until there is no interest or capability left to maintain that social structure.

As I observe things or events that seem to me to be a marker of the entropic forces around us, I will write about them here. I won’t always be right, but in the overall scheme of things, there is little question that we, as a culture, are on the downhill side of things. Social ties that have bound us together in the past, shared meanings and principles of truth, are all crumbling around us. I can’t say where these forces will take us. I can only observe them and point them out for your consideration. There is no judgement here, because I believe all these forces are natural. Nature itself is one big cycle of creation, growth, decay, and extinction. The Entropy Chronicles will be my attempt to observe and notate those events I see as being part of the decay and extinction part of the process. -twl

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On This Rainy Day

Dunkirk NY – I had thought over the past two days that I might write a baseball essay, something on the state of the Yankees at the mid-point of the hot stove season. But after watching the Monday Night Football game on January 2, 2023 between the Buffalo Bills and Cincinnati Bengals, wherein Damar Hamlin, a 24-year-old backup safety for the Bills, playing due to an injury to starter Micah Hyde, suffered a death-threatening injury, it seemed more appropriate, on this rainy day with AML still laid up, to write about why I seldom watch football anymore.

It’s my bad luck to live in the Buffalo region, where the Bills reign supreme. Not to be able to discuss the Bills’ season is tantamount to having nothing to talk about (of course, there’s always the snow in a pinch). The Bills are the pinnacle of culture in the area, and the so-called “Bills Mafia” is known nationally. So I keep tabs on the Bills for the sake of having the ability to make small talk about them when the occasion requires it.

But I am not the football fan I was back in the 60s and 70s. Although I grew up in the NY metropolitan area, I became a Dallas Cowboys fan, partly because I went through a quick “Western” phase of my life as a teenager, and partly because I admired “Bullet” Bob Hayes, billed as the “fastest man alive.” Speed was my one great skill as an athlete, and Bob Hayes had come to the Cowboys from a track and field career where he had won Olympic Gold in the 100m dash. I watched the Dallas Cowboys to watch Bob Hayes do his thing, and that carried over into becoming a fan of the team under Tom Landry. But now, under Jerry Jones, the Cowboys are something of a clown show, and as they became “America’s Team,” I dropped out and became less and less a fan of both the team and the sport.

The phenomenon that finally turned me away from the game, however, is what I call the “cult of celebration.” It is now common in the NFL for players to celebrate every single thing that happens on the football field. Get a first down, celebrate. Get a touchdown, celebrate. Hit a player especially hard, celebrate. But the most galling celebrations of all are the ones that come after hard and punishing hits by defensive players. The sack of a quarterback calls for shows of strength by flexing arm muscles, growls, screams of fierce pleasure, and all other sorts of displays of “emotions.” It is expected. It is not conceivable to fans or players alike these days for a lineman who has just sacked a quarterback to get up, perhaps adjust a helmet or pad, and simply walk back to the huddle, having accomplished his objective. The requisite intimidating gestures and rituals must be performed, intended to show the opponent (but mostly the crowd) how fierce and tough the player is.

To me, it is the fact that attention and praise is heaped upon those who commit the fiercest violence that is at the heart of what’s wrong with the NFL as a sport. The hypocrisy on display right now by all concerned is blatant. You can’t have it both ways: you can’t glorify the vicious hits, the level of injuries, the crippling aftermath that happens to retired players later in life such as CTE or other debilitating conditions, and then turn around and feel bad for one player whose heart stopped while on the field of play, and lies in critical condition in a hospital. If the NFL, its players, and its fans are truly serious in their concern for Mr. Hamlin, then they all should immediately cease the mindless celebration of the violence inherent in the game.

Football is a violent game, and if you choose to play it or watch it, all well and good. But the excessive glorification and celebration of the violence is unnecessary. The game was a fine game when Bob Hayes played it. The violence was there, but not unduly celebrated. I don’t remember Bob Lily or Jethro Pugh or Randy White ever performing excessive displays of celebration while they played. It’s a mindset that only feeds on itself and demands ever-increasing attempts to top that last hit. Eliminating the celebration of the inherent violence in football lies at the root of creating a mindset where the game can be played well and skillfully, but without any undue reveling in the violence.

Posted by poorplayer in All Posts, North of Sixty, The Joy of Baseball

2023 and Me

Dunkirk NY – I’m not one to make resolutions. At my age, resolutions are rather pointless. As Popeye used to say, “I yam what I yam,” and for the foreseeable future I don’t see that changing all that much.

This doesn’t mean there aren’t things I can’t change. As I look forward to 2023, there are a couple of things I see changing. In no particular order, here they are:

  • I believe my active acting career has come to an end. I do not foresee any theatrical opportunities coming my way, and I don’t intend to search for any. I simply think my time is up. As an old white male, the current theatrical zeitgeist has no use for me; and to be perfectly candid, I have no use for it. I have nothing really useful to contribute to the current political and social justice conversations taking place, so I believe the best thing I can actually contribute is to step away and let others have their opportunity to create the theatre they want to see. I’ve had my fun, I’ve had a good career and a good run, and now it’s time to let others have their careers and fun (although I think theatre as “fun” has all but disappeared; it’s all too serious at the moment). This is NOT to say I might not consider a fantastic opportunity should it materialize. In this business I don’t think you ever actually, completely “retire.” But on the whole, it looks like the end has arrived. I’m OK with this.
  • I will be looking for more creative opportunities in the following areas:
    • Podcasting. I enjoy doing my podcast for the 1891 Fredonia Opera House, but I’d like to do at least one more that has more of my own interests and concerns at heart.
    • Local theatre. If I do any theatre at all, it’s probably going to be of a local nature. And my preference will be to direct, not act.
    • Writing. I’d like to get this blog a bit more active (doesn’t every blogger say that on New Year’s Day?). To do this, I have to get over the psychological hump I have about “having something to say.” I think I need to leave that more to the reader, and perhaps change my perspective to “having something someone wants or needs to hear.” I would like to write a short book on acting, as I believe the Stanisalvski method is not ideal for the 21st century anymore. I’d also like to write more haikus. To do this, I need to get out more.
    • Get moving. I am not a workout freak by any means, but I need to get out more and get moving. The pandemic had me walking a lot more, but as other situations that needed my attention came about, I lost the rhythm and routine. I need to re-capture that this year. 30 minutes of walking at least every other day should not be this hard to build into the day.
    • Traveling. I am not at this point what that might mean. As AML’s foot continues to heal, most thoughts about traveling will have to take into account how much she is capable of doing. I do not think international travel is on the horizon yet. Travel is always difficult because the worst thing about traveling is the actual traveling. I do not like the process involved in getting on flights and flying; everything about it completely sucks, and serves as a discouragement against traveling. But perhaps next year things will ease off a bit, or I just might have to suck it up and take one of those pre-arranged tours. Maybe at my age they are not so bad after all.
  • I have to spend some time considering where I want to spend the final years of my life. Right now, and for the next few years at least, where I am is fine. But it will not be fine in another 7-10 years. There are a lot of factors to consider, and unfortunately the final decision will no doubt involve a lot of compromise. This is all in the nature of long-term planning, but at this point, 5 to 10 years is now considered long term

I think that’s about it for now. AML won’t be out of a restrictive leg device until around St. Patrick’s Day, and in the meantime I’ll be mostly in the house attending to her needs, cooking meals, doing wash, etc. It will be dull, but there is no escape from it. Generally speaking, I am hoping that 2023 will be able to offer a bit more freedom in my life, a bit more of doing what I’d like to do, and less of doing things I am obligated to do. And perhaps that’s the 2023 goal in a nutshell: more freedom, less obligation. -twl

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